Well I know, outrageously much! Blah, get anxious just thinking about it .. But I will say that I

I had not really meant to write about this, but I do it anyway, it may as well make or break, I think. The fact is that when I decided to lose weight and actually done anything about it, so it helps certainly not to write about it! Because then I'll release more and more of it and in the end I sit here on the couch, sobbing and pretend like I need to hit me a whole bag of crisps himself or why not a chocolate bar that comforting because I'm so fat and ugly ?! Yes you notice avedon fashion the, twisted, so I have not really accept it more. It, however, I intend to do is not to ban me for anything at all in the beginning. I want to eat chips, absolutely, do it, but fuck myself if I alone eat a whole bag! I do not usually do that, of course, that's when I'm very sorry, very anxious or feel lonely tower in the world.
Since we have very little purely economic to go on, there is no opportunity to go on a diet of any kind. Losing weight is outrageously expensive if you do not want to starve, yes even that can be pigs expensive if you choose any kind of diet to do it. LCHF example, it is not only expensive it is painful (for me) too. The idea is good, just that eating authentic cream and stuff. Yum! But I get so incredibly stomach ache, cramps and my stomach can not take care of the fat. Because I have surgery to remove the gallbladder and what happens to the bile from the liver then? Well it runs with the system. The fatter food the more bile .. Tadaaa! So I do have its own version of that. Low intake of carbohydrates, but still not zero. Hard to eat hot dogs and macaroni which is what we can afford, without getting in carbohydrates, haha! And that I primarily take smaller portions of everything and try to eat more often. As it was, I have been pouring into me two gigantic portions at dinner. It's all in a day except breakfast. Which of course is totally wrong.
I have a few bags Allévo left since my quirks that only live in bags for a while. These may serve as my boost and stand-in if nothing else is available. At snack and lunch, for example. As today, the lunch consisted of a bag and two tangerines. Coffee avedon fashion also, of course, I do not care if it's useless, coffee I must have or else I die! Last Sunday was the lunch corn. The children were delighted, sit and chew corn from cobs, hysterically funny! So I'm going to buy more home for the weekend. Smoothies are an obvious favorite snack here at home. Mackerel and tuna also, they love the seafood just like her mom so it will probably be great it there I think. The man in the house is not forjust of snacks and such at all, so I can fiddle around with it where I want the best. The hard part is remembering to stop itself snack. But I have set the alarm on your phone. Harder I work, contrary to expectation, then I do not have an alarm on the phone to beep in season and out ..
Dimensions and weight are of course avedon fashion registered in my usual and incredible secret diary, perhaps in a weak moment, I write out my huge dimensions here. But for the time being we'll run completely in secret about it and the remaining weight loss are recognized as some creepy avedon fashion cupcakes, why not? They are sweet I think.
Well I know, outrageously much! Blah, get anxious just thinking about it .. But I will say that I'm avedon fashion happy if I get away 31. The last 10 may well get elude me, I do not care. I go down 31 I will in 95% of the clothes in my closet. I go down the other hand, 41 (or more) so I'm going for 100% of the clothes .. I feel, however, that excessive demands will not help me in the present situation but it is best to keep it low. However, it is 41 muffin where above for reminding me of the spirit and the original target. 0.5 kg (muffins) per week to be removed. That means I went down to the target weight for 82 weeks. About 1.5 years. That's fair anyway? This is very low compared to many others who lose weight .. But like I said, low expectations .. A little rewards also must exist, otherwise it is not as motivating .. I may think about them for a while. First and foremost, I lose weight to feel better and to get my damn pants !!
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